Macroeconomics has been the hardest subject I taken this
semester. Honestly, it really a hard time understood these. I even sometimes
just nodding my head but my brain is still thinking how does it comes from.
Because maybe my brain is a little bit slow so I need time to analyze the
process of the moving AD/AS curve. By the moment I understood, next week I
forgot everything again.
During
the media assignment, I was helped a lot by my friend who is really good in
economics. He teaches me again from start, I really thank him. But the problem
is, now to recall what is AD/AS curve I really don’t understand again. I don’t
want to trouble my friend again so I just let it be. On the media assignment, I
was totally doing it by following the rewind of Miss Mala’s lecture. And I just
wrote up anything miss Mala did because that’s what my friend told me. I know you will ask me, why I don’t
ask the lecturer or tutorial, there is a feeling of awkwardness if I went to
ask the lecturer, and I can’t really express my curiosity on the class,
moreover in the consultation hours, I don’t feel any comfort except my
friend is the one who explaining. I will also ended up nodding my head only while my brain is
still thinking if I really went to consultation hours. I tried to read the notes
and watch the lectures rewind, and it did help a bit, but there are still many
questions in my mind I couldn’t speak out. I did write some notes on my
notebook but when I open it again, I just feel blank again.
This is not the first time having
hard time on economic, on the first semester, I able to pass the microeconomic
because I didn’t sleep the night before exam and keep doing the practice again
and again so I could remember until tomorrow. And after the exams, honestly my
brain was totally blank about economics when I woke up from my sleep. And I
think I will do it again on this semester. I think until the exam coming I’ll
pardon my friend to teach me again. I really want to apologize with Mr.
Anthony, he did a good job in the class, it’s just I don’t quite catch up with
him. I always thinking that I can’t be selfish to take everyone’s time and want
the tutor explaining the same thing again and again, that’s why my pop quiz was
a blank, and I didn’t write a thing because my mind was blank. But actually I
did revise the lectures slides before attending the tutorial. For other subject, i still able to reflect them based on the notes, but this one is really i don't know what to reflect about, i don't even understand the material, i think i just reflected about myself here.
